~SilverTwilight13

doing better then yesterday but still not in the best mood. my thinking has been so off latly and it is starting to bother me, but the thing is that i dont know how to get it back to how it should be. but today so far has been filled with homework and nothingness big supirse there for there. i still dont understand the world or what life is. but today i am not so quick to think i want to end it. this i think is for two reasons one because i got to see the most amazing guy last night and the other is i will be leaving to see him any time now. but i do have a question that i would like answered and that would be am i ment to still be here or should i have die that night so long ago t when i tried to die??? that is my question for today. if you have a answer and a reason to suport that answer please please please tell me. got to go johns here to pick me up.